If I could go back two years and took the first two months back , I would.

That is all I would want in my life.

Shitty decisions and miscalculations.

I learnt something that year.

I am a very very strong person. But a stupid one at that who bottles up her feelings. And when that tipping point is reached, I react in sad, immature and unstable ways.

You don't have to be with a person just because.

Its okay to walk away from a relationship.

Its okay if the whole world knows about it.

The world will be more supportive of your happiness than a 'relationship that was meant to work'.

Its not okay to forgive and forget.

Because us human beings forgive, but never forget.

So when the name calling and harassing starts, do not forgive and walk away, and...forget.

You need to respect yourself before you expect others to do the same.

So before this post becomes less bashing, remember

1) If he wants an 'open relationship' during your already very very long distance relationship ----- Walk away

2) If he's spending more time with another girl 'opening' up to her, shes not 'just a friend' - Keep walking

3) If he makes it a point to know where,when and whom you're out with and starts putting restrictions on you - Put those running shoes on

4) If he ever raises even a finger at you - Start running and don't look back. At this point, I would advice not stumbling or going back for your purse, because that's just not cool.

There are plenty of fish in the sea, fellow womenkind.

Puhlentay.

:-)