So I should be studying.
Not downloading more Southpark.
Not checking my scraps on Orkut.
Not irritating my dogs.
And definately not eating every fifteen minutes.

I've complained to every person who has crossed my path about the "Six Kilos!Can you believe it?".No one's been spared.I even had a little talk with Ozzy.I'd once advised him that he was becoming just like his Master (My father).My father is a lot on the chubbier side.A lot.Well, now, I'm becoming just like the dog.All I do is eat and sleep and bark at my sister and Patwari.
Women are always obsessed with their image.Always.Even if they claim not to be.If they choose to go 'derelicte', then it would be carefully dressed vagrant.

Men will never understand women when it comes to 'weight issues'.I've come across the concept of 'negative calories'.Apparently, there are some fruits and vegetables that require calories for their digestion.So you end up burning a lot of calories by just eating the right stuff.Some of them are apples,green beans,carrots,cucumbers,strawberries,lettuce,papaya,spinach,cauliflower and raspberries.
I didn't recognize the rest on the list and hence will not include them.
I did 3 and a half kilometers on the treadmill and had a healthy salad today.(Which made me quite sick.I'd gone cold turkey on vegetables and fruits for a few years now and a sudden exposure to it has caused gagging.)
My goal is to lose four kilos in two weeks.and two inches around my waist.
I prefer looking like a famine victim than healthy.
There you have it.
I admitted it.
I like being skinny.
I like wearing 26 size jeans and anything without feeling conscious about the curves.
Its not about impressing other people and trying to be like all those other models on screen.
I've always been like a stick.And I like being like that.
Ranting is not going to help.

I missed getting a picture with Suriya and Jyothika last night because I was too busy gorging on Chicken Tikka and Wantons with Diet Pepsi.
*slaps herself*
Not helping.
You stupid stupid woman.
I will NEVER forgive myself.